She causes a ruckus,
stirring the loose parts awake.
I thought we were playing touch,
when in fact we were playing tackle.
Rolling down the ruined hill,
past a tree once the color of God,
she stops and pulls me upright,
only to break my collar.
She makes a sound on my wrists like this:
‘thack, thack, thack’,
and mends me back together.
As a man, the loose parts fall sometimes,
bones out of their sockets,
then I remember:
she pulled me upright, close by,
only to break my collar.
a documentary directed by Lucien Castaing-Taylor & Verena Paravel
I’ve been meaning to watch this documentary for a while after reading about it in the New York Times. It’s a unique cinematic experience, one I should have seen in the theater. So strange, so difficult to forget. I don’t know if it’s fair to recommend it, as I know with very little story to hold on to, the visuals and sounds will probably put most to sleep. But if you’re a bit of a filmmaking geek, you might want to catch this oddity.
along the forever sea.
Shift it into neutral,
allow it to slide over,
setting the beast free again.
When you go under,
the children dive down,
to catch you,
but you refuse their fingers.
So you sink,
the dead things,
my first things.
Oh, this color!
her flesh, as her dress hikes up,
now I have seen the stars,
how they bow and spin,
until they stop.
The locusts will take us away,
eating one bone by one bone,
until all that’s left are our jaws,
teeth holding on for dear life,
as the sky watches on.
Hands to face,
hold the boy,
lest he fall away,
like all my sons have,
they found their escape,
bedrooms to the outside -
the world kills all men,
the world destroys all things.
We dug up bones along the shore,
carrying them in buckets back home,
memories of the sea.
Built a treehouse in the sycamore,
four walls painted blue,
and in winter we stayed close for warmth.
Downstairs the world spins on,
the girls in their dresses,
and I will dance with them,
with a pocket full of the sea,
she whispers, “I will grow up to be an empire,
and I’ll let you conquer me . . . but only if you want to?”
wrestling childhood foes.
We played superheroes,
one crushing the other.
We watched from the forest’s edge,
the Iroquois, setting fire to it all,
their bodies were half man / half king.
No need for rifles
with speed like their’s,
but with knives you can stab Caesar,
because if you erase a god
you can create one of your own -
or so we were told.
When the embers settled,
we wiped the blades clean against our jeans,
hid the body next to his sons,
under burnt offerings of branches and leaves.
watching her in the mirror,
her eyes, her lips,
lights a cigarette,
while the radio prays for Jesus.
She slides over to the passenger side,
watches the ocean,
the white waves pass by,
‘Must be winter’, she says.
‘Most of the time it is’, I reply.